Friday, May 2
i remember. you were my soul«
5:40 PM
salam.
heyheyyouyou! i just finish my exams. (acad jerrr) haha.
oh i want to thank DARLING TAPHA for the links and taggy. indeed you're LOVE. haha.
and i have miss my BLACKOUT taggy but since aku kesiankn korg yg mcm three blind mice (ehh more than three!)( tapi aku da expert) so i change the taggy.
JUST NOW WAS CHEMMMMMMMMISTRY PAPAER. AND IT WAS MMMMMMMM. haha. i like. hardcore study till 3.45. and if i fail. -____-" idk what to do. kill myself? wear mascara and eyeliner(like can!) den slit my wrist and listen to emo songs? or panadolise myself? haah. nvm. its for later. erm hafiz. i realise that from the moment i start hearing punk i'm emo. all because of you ar. and eng was okayish. i slept. cnt tahan. sir woke me up then i suddenly have the energy to do summary. maybe was paisey ar. haha. a little nap helps i guess.
hmm. today since mummy went to fetch suha and zura and i did not bring my keys(jkasgfycabf~!), i went home with the whole group. haha. musfirah's video was damn cute. i ADORE her. her hair is long now. i wanna meet her and kiss her! mais. i wanna steal your little sister. was supposed to go to hannah's house. but we went down at bukit batok to go westmall. merah needed to go home early. she's temaning her mummy somewhere else. at last just when we were about to go home mummy called and said she's going home so i dont need to go to hannah's place and she instructed me to go home straight. but i was
EARLY! haha. so, i met hafiz gave his chem bk back and we talked a bit till mummy came home. so i changed. hmm. aiyah since you said nvm, nvm lar. =0
i watched armageddon, dont want to lose a thing. and yes dear, i CRIED! i thank Allah for everything. for my dad and my mom and my annoying little siblings (very annoying) and my tawn and lino and mary and hann and my classmates and my ustaz alaina and my cikgu and my ustazah rohana and my ustaz mahzan and my madam baizah and my computer. and all the other little things that contributed to my world and of course my sayang. i wonder what it feels like to share the joy(we did share joy together darlingS)and to cry with each other hugging us tight and wishing today wil never end because it feels oh-so-perfect and if you sleep, tomorrow will be another damn day that you need to get through and afraid it wont be like today. i wish im staying with all my 32 darlings. so we can party it out and get exhausted and share the agony of stupid late night movies and do each other's hair and make up and camwhore and study or revise together, snap peole's stupid photos (esp when we sleep!) and borrow each other's clothes! haha. then it will be a vey kecoh house full of PMS-y teen full of angst but is goddamn sweet inside. =)
somehow it feels like i am done with mye. haha. i cant wait for school's carnival.

love and smoches; NABILAH MOEN
salam
p.s: my sisters are making popcorns. yes
POPCORNS. and im he tester. haha!
p.s: mummy wants ME to watch ayat-ayat cinta. aiyah. aisyah's face very pretty. made me want to wear purda. reminds me of ustaz hasbi's wife (haha). maybe after i get married. hmm. will my husband give permission? hmm. how husband? (ok. i sound yuckish)