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follow your heart.

(( izha anta yuhibbu an yusafira wa anti tuhibbu an ta'kula. ana uhibbu and atakallama. atakallamu 'an kulli syai-in. min alif ila ya wa min ya ila alif.
'an hayawanat wa tadkhin wa zanbur wa fasli wa ma ila dzalik. walakin uhibbu an abtasima ikthar min atakallam. la! rubbama siwa almahabbah ilaihima. (haha) a'takid annakunna tuhibna an tatakallamna. idhafatan ala hazha, fil haqiqah tuhibbul mar-ah an tatakallam. alaisa kazhalik? hmm ))

right now, my heart is asking me to sleep. so shall i when i have not read the maqalat monster asked us to? obviously its a no. and the printer isnt cooperating. not doing much of a good thing. sigh.

today is semi good. the first half of the day and the last part was good. but not in between. because somebody pissed me off. and its not funny okay, that somebody. because its just not my fault that she was taih. and you were there the wrong moment. because you, as a guy, apparently doesnt know how to line up. dasar pelahap tetap macam tu. and im sorry but im going to give you the cold shoulder. im not cruel. im just being me. lain kali, jage mulut tu. sebab susu, santan binasa. bukan kau sorg jer ade perasaan. okay that someone?

hmm. daqiqah wahidah was dun. the atmosphere was gooood. oh so monster knows about syapik's sec5. iseeisee. notty jgk monster kacau org. (mafi musykilah eh?) and the way he laughed! haha. i was taken aback. i cannot believe he laughed that hard. his face was red!! haha. monster.. monster..

something happened during netbola just now. i hope things will all go back to normal. ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL and qeela, i want to know who the hell is MR.L. tell lar. okayokay? set!!

during malay, cikgu made me realise some things. that i have to be a realist sometimes. its time to think about the future in a mature way. i have to put that SLR on hold first. i told papa. mama asked why. and when i told them the reason, she went silent. sigh. ini satu perkobanan. demi masa depan, saya tahu saya mesti lakukan. saya pon nak jadi anak yang baik.

dear ALLAH, the person reading this is beautiful/handsome, classy, strong and i really love him/her. help his/her live his/her life to the fullest. please promote him/her and cause him/her to excel above expectations in her studies. help him/her to shine in the darkest places and love when it is immpossible to love. ( im supposed to send this to all those whom i love. i love everybody that came across this blog and read this. yes. i love you. may ALLAH grant all your wishes. and when he doesnt, he knows best! apa yang ALLAH untuskan kepada kita, hati yang menggerakkannya.

i joined 8 minutes. oh allah. help me make time for everything.

tomorrow qiyam. so wont be updating until maybe on saturday. =) i cant wait for qiyam. i cant wait for qiyam. woots. i cant wait for it. (mainly because takde..)

salam. =)

listening to earth's rhythm; NABILAHMOEN
p.s: shazaa 'i can feel my heartbeat in my stomach too. its cool!!'
p.s: now im falling madly heads over heels. oit. i miss you.