yesterday was fun.

after school, i went to bukit panjang library. it fels good to be among the books again. oh god. the atmosphere. it was damn nice lar. i was soul-searching that day. i cried after realising something. thankyous and sorries. it was nice and it ended neatly. tho something did happened at home. sigh. its so hard right now. my brain, my heart, my actions and my life is not cooperating well. maybe my netbollers should teach them how to have the chemistry physics that doesnt exist at the moment. hmm. (im crapping. bear with me for a while) caught someone having a hot rendevou. stupid place lar. lino and me were practically trying to get your attention. in the end, we ran lughing our heads off. someone did made my day in the end. life just sucks eh? you just have to bear with it. (eh you, you seem a lot cuter nowadays. haha)

today was awesome ding-dong! tho hannah was a bit PMS-ish. what happened girl? hmm. tkpetkpe. maybe nga penat, abey laparr(rolls tounge). and all those things. haah! it started with arabic classes. (which was lame, trust me) and then syers hann and me had to waited what seems life forever. until 12.30. saw shazaa wearing skirts (!!) HAHAHAAHAHAHA! (ahem) went there by bus. the walk to the summit seems like forever. but the scene was masyaAllah. it was superb. even though it was humid. see, it just rained. thats why i think it was too humid to be true. we reaches the summit quite late. i drank from a pond. the water's cold! the caves werent that cool. took pictos at the railway. that one was cool. cooler than anything. had some jump shots. blergh. i looked fat. the monkeys made a new sound. they 'MEWED!' cool kan monkeys kat bukit timah nature reserve park. on the way down, the boys linked hands, skipped, and sang the school song. they were retard-ing. but seeing them retard-ing was a good change. it made me realise how much i missed doing something stupid. like skipping and singing the school song. (no, i didnt sing. they didnt tell me that we're supposed to sing) and i also said 'hello' to every single person that was going in the opposite way. it was cool kau. i was hyper. even tho i was dog tired. (?!) i was wishing that maybe spiderman (ahem) could come and just bring me over to his side but i heard that this spiderman was at school. alone. haha. (ok. srry) so i rather not disturb. (i bet i wasnt disturbing because i swear he was randoming at school. my spider sense said so) (srry. crap) -_______-" im getting lamer and boring-er. sigh. HELP! haha. and afterwards head town. borders was fun. the cats were cute. they were fluffy and cuddly. and vey very huggable. new zealand naturals were awesome after craving for it for quite sometime. the usual hokey pokey and choclate ecstasy. was mesmerized and fascinated by the jazz drumer. cool ar. and i slept in the bus. heck! the auntie behind was aumunmwioeu. kan ade lime seat, 4 seats dier amek untuk anak dier 2 org nan herself. mugcow! even the two girls who was seating on the left side of the bus, the one with DSLR (cannon400D) commented about this particular auntie. hmm. sometimes, we just have to think rationally ar eh? i hope when im a mother, i dont do that. its either busses but dont hog the place or taxis. or even my own car. that will be greater. because it my own business how to seat my child. trains will be a rare thinggy. haha! i got home quite early. yupyup. (okay. i was supposed to be back by 9.30) right now, i cant stop thinking. i cant bear to sleep. because i dont want the night to end. because ending it will mean tomorrow's another brand new day. and that means that im gonna face it alone again. *gotta be brave. keep smiling dear, just keep smiling. because i learnt that by smiling, you reassure yourself and everyone else that everything is always alright*

for now, school's a bit tenet. all we do at school is procastinate and hafal. seriously. my mood's a bit down these few days. thanks to hafaling. (eh. i dont see the point going to school. except for bitching around with the usual, sleeping in class which can only last for a few minutes what with the two monkey sitting next to me and making weird funny faces to wake tawn up) im done with hafaling. eh. i am so gaoing to the beach this monday. because im gonna burn some stuff. and jogging. of course. kak fiza, this time round, you think you can follow? hmm.

oh im going fort canning tomorrow. not for ffaf. but to my cousin's wedding. im gonna wear my new kebaya nyonya. idc what people might say. coz i wanna rock the night like nobody else will. (ok. random crap. srry) but heck yeah. and i miss superchubby so much. im right here. eher are you? AND NUR SALEHAH SARIFF, I MISS YOU DINGDING HEAD. come back to school lar. we all miss you like crap. (its ok not to study, just come and talk crap. but its better if you do study a bit lar. XD)

Your gonna have a good day

Coz its the way it is;NABILAHMOEN