after a few days noe updating, i missed my blog already. i've been going home late. nowadays. and its tiring. like really tiring. and i hope this is going to end. its like having tuition again after not having them for a loooooong time. hehh. and school's been idk, tiring. and very very down-ish. maybe its the STE thinggy. (we've been blaming STE for everything. thats the best part for being a s4 student) hmm. here's what happened during those off-my-blog days.

- halim called and i was supposed to enter this sajak competition. and hey! what is kaleidoscope eh? haha! im not prepared. its on the 23rd. at least i get to skip some classes. (hah!) maybe because its on a wednesday and i get to bring friends! (sape nk ikot? lai. lai)

- ms amnah called me. theres this sajak audition at muis. in cooperation with the president challenge thinggy. and this audition is to select someone to read a poetry for a taridra. i hope o get chosen. this is a nice experience that i might not get. its once in a life time thinggy.

- the class just lost a precious someone. NUR SALEHAH SARIFF, i miss you damn bad. i remembered the days we sat together in class and gossiped. remember apek? and apple? HAHA! i remembered those noisy days when we were sitting together in class. all six of us, tawn, lino, kak fai, filzah you and me, sharing and swapping stories. be strong okay dear? because the life ahead of you is maybe a rough one, maybe not. but just be strong. remember to pray to ALLAH becasue he will always be there whenever you need him and whenever nobody is around you. i hope your life journey ahead wont be so rough. done give up easily. and i miss you!

- chemistry calss was a blast! (im gonna stop just there)

- "its not what im going to get that matters, but rather who im going to become from making the decision to push past the pain. i discovered that i could overcome the pain and the associated adverity if i simply choose to push past the mental blocks and limitations i had so appropriately and conveniently imposed upon yourself." this is the excerpt i took from the english article that we need to translate for our malay class. to tell you the truth, its HAAAAARD! well moving on, this excerpt has somehow made me realise that hey, im not the only one with this kind of problems. some people has a damn harder life than mine. so, i shall take it easy. =)

- today's close door session is a joke. seriously and honestly. because some people just dont have the patience and some people just forget that we are humans too with feelings just like you guys. and im sorry that we had made it compulsory. becasue i hate every frigging someones in that damned musol. sigh. and to YOU mister, sorry but you're not for her. FLAMINGO OFF!! because you dont deserve her. *srry syafiq but your boyfriend aint worth it. he's hurting you to much. and no guy should let a girl cry because of him* its a good thing that i dont give you the finger right in front of your face. i swear you're a devil-sent child. mugcow! takde adab.

- today is my favourite daddy's brithday! (sings) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BPK SMILE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

i hope you live long and can bring us to perth like you said. =) i hope you will teach me again next year. because i missed your teachings. i wish you good health. and i wish you'll stay cute. forever young at heart eh?

- I MISS SHAZAA AND HIJAN AND MAS AND ALL THE NETBOLA-ERS. lets have a senior-junior match one day. my STE is coming round. i miss crapping you guys. screw STE. and shazaa, i heard you owe me somethin? eh? eh? APE?! omg. not having netbola makes me missed you oh so much. (and you still have not told me somethings)

- i forgot that i have to translate lughah. argh! nevermind late can. i realise that some teachers are missing from class. okayy. HOW COME?! and i need ustazah damn badly because with her in class, i will surely hafal my tauhids and tafsirs. and my hadith hafal-ing sucks! omygay. i hate having STML. i hate having to sit for STE even though i do want to go to the ukhrawi stream. hmm? im complicated.

- tomorrow qiyam with the s3(s). i hope it wont be hectic. i hope it wont be as cold. i hope i dont forget anything. i hope i'll have a good time. i hope i'll sleep early and wake up on time. i hope everybody listens to instructions. and i hope tomorrow will be a blast. i borrowed hannah's backpack! i love her.

- i miss watching the cartoons. and i miss watching the days goes by. i miss just sitting around randoming. i miss going to the rooftop. i miss singing out loud when im alone (im hardly alone). i miss smiling and acting goofy. i miss LOL-ing. i miss phone calls. i miss random bus rides. (i hate random MRT rides) and i do miss acting like a child, soaking myslef in the rain singing out loud.

- i miss nenek already. bile mau jumpe azwan and nenek again? and ifa and afiq and ira? hmm.

- i had durian just now. and the durian was SUPERBLY AWESOME alhamdullilah.

- muhammad hafiz hanafi, I MISS YOU DAMN BAD. how?

do i owe you guys anything? i know i owe ustazah mabadi' and ustaz ruj'ah and talaq/'iddah. aiyoo. XD

the ever pretentious; NABILAHMOEN <3>