10:09 PM











second post for the day.

i miss you already. like loads.

i was watching tv this morning. (how much i missed watching tv. haha) the people on tv were talking about death. at that time i didnt think much of it. later in the evening, while i was at the reservoir (yes. i did went to pandan's reservoir near mary's house to study) that i think of it thoroughly. inside my head, there was like a mini forumslasharenaslashbahas. i was talking to myself at that point of time. (mary, you're not alone. remember that only geniuses talk alone. HAHA!) and there are questions that cant be answered. because the answers lie in you, beloved(s). today, i made a vow. that i'll live through life each day to the fullest. grab every chance to be crazy. take risks and maybe get to be scolded in the end. get up every morning and think of happy thoughts. and also stay vibrant and cute and adorable and almost everything. HAHA! take life as it is and dont grumble about it. because thats life. i learnt today that watching someone dies is burdening. so, i dont want to die in front of my beloved. but this is something that i cant make sure of. because i myself dont know when im going to die. yeah. i dont know. this talk about death is making me weary. it makes me feel old. HAHA. (( setiap manusia itu, pasti akan mati )) YA ALLAH, KU BERHARAP AKAN DAPAT AKU BERTEMU DENGANMU DALAM KEADAAN BERIMAN. JAUHKAN DIRIKU DARI FITNAH MANUSIA DAN SYAITAN. amin.

this is dedicated to you guys who means alot to me.

i love you.
because you guys are precious.
because you guys are special.
because you guys are my world.
because you guys are tose little thigs i gonna miss.
because you guys are my medicines.
because you guys are not exchangeable.
because you guys are not replaceable.
because you guys are my retards.
because i simply love you guys.
yerp. i simply love you guys.
thank Allah for giving me a chance to know you guys.
ALHAMDULILLAH.

salam. NABILAHMOEN