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Nabilah Moen. No, Moen's my dad's name not some star or whatever. I stay true to myself. Simply elactrifying to anyone new because I'm hyper like that. :D Sometimes I think too much and I oversay stuff. I like polaroids and pictures. Plus random stuff like tissues and markers! Wait, who doesn't like markers?! I'm a blabber! Hhaha. I am not a loyal blogger. (Having both tumblr and eljay! and twitter but twoiter was never active) (Rock, Paper, Sticks! I win.)

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Saturday, September 27

turning point«

11:27 PM

salam.

this isnt right. i think i need help.

before that, congratulations. STE DABES!
all the hardwork, the tears, the stress, the hafal-ing, the bonding, everything, jgn lupe. *winks* also the ustaz and ustazah(s) who helped us along the journey. 2 years. 2 frigging, stressful years, and it all ended. i am so proud of you guys.

ohh. the purpose of this post is to tell you that i, Nurnabilah Abdul Moen, might delete my blog. and every other things that has got to do with the cyber world. i know its hard and impossible coming from the person who always post a mile long post and who posted (kinda) everyday. yes, i thought about this a lot and i think its for the best. well, the least is, the blog will be private. yerp, it is already private anyway.

i may regret this and unprivate my blog for you all to read again. but not now. im not ready to face the world. heck, the ramadhan going away is getting to my head too much. ive sinned. i feel like a useless (_._._._.h) and jyeah, i think im turning emo. (NO~!) but thats the truth. i am afraid of my own shadows. im turning into an introvert, like an anti-social and i hate that. but thats what i need right now. somewhat like a hole to crawl into. becuase i think im not going to suceed in life. gahaa. i think i need a hug. but nevermind. my mind is going in fast pace at all sort of directions. i think i need someone to tell me in he face about something because i have a feeling that somebody is hiding things from me.

lets just say, for the moment, the real bubbly, always smiling, never learn how to say No, hyperactive, adhd, Nurnabilah Abdul Moen has turned into an introvert, emo wannabe, anti-social. i know. i know. it just feel damn wrong right now. i dont want to go forward into the future but i cant dilly-dally. i am not willing to go forward anymore. restless. exhausted. tire. and what have yous. i think im not spending time with you guys much. i miss the old me.

yes, i think i've changed. a lot weaker. and depressed, over the fact that ive changed. my world is turning bleak and its torturing me. all the best in life.
(aku tulis ni mcm nk esok luse mati sey)

it was just the other day we met.
exchaged 'hello(s)' and 'how do you do(s)'
smiled and waved
seats taken during recesses
hugs and kisses
laughter and tears
i think this is it,
i dont wanna wake up from the dream
swetest dream
im wrong, just damn wrong
i woke up
to a nightmare
buhludy nightmare
and i miss everything
every.single.thing

wassalam.
lots of love; NABILAHMOEN

i told ya i will regret this right? okay. permission for all to read. HAHA. it is so hard trying to not blog.
THANK YOU TO MARYAM. SYIKINN. MAIRA. KHADIJAH. and especially, HANISAH. you guys made me think. its not me right? yerp. it wasnt me that day. *HUGS!!* hehe.