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im not stalking anyone. i hope im not lar. okay, fine. even if i do without me realising it, (hell, i never thought i am stalking anybody. heck, maybe my personal space is too small or maybe im a little too friendly) the least you can do is tell me im stalking you and i'll back off. i wont want to stalk a person. OH! and you should really feel 'honoured' that i would want to 'make friends' with you (or stalk like you said) because i only 'stalk' beautiful people. just like my other friends. they're all beautiful and awesome and cute. maybe you're not. (HAH! take that, buddy) yes, im taking this personally. thank you very much.

today, i didnt go to school. i dont know who to blame. me, i guess. I WOKE UP AT 12IN THE AFTERNOON. i know, i rock! apelah nak jadi dengan anak dara zaman sekarang. bangun awal pon tak boleh. soooooory people. so they got their results for EYE(s). i got mine too. this is how my results looked like: PASSED CHEMM. PASSED ENGLISH. CLUELESS FOR BOTH MATHS PAPERS i was over the moon when i now i passed chemm. haha! me and chemm didnt 'click' you know. but well, maybe we're thinking of ending this 'not befriending each other' and wallla, i PASSED! haha. i wonder how i did for maths. i know i screwed up paper one. but i hope my paper two can help. and i know i screwed up physics and geog big time. ya Allah, may tomorrow, when i get my papers back, it wont look so bad since i passed chemm already. oh please, Allah. gotto work hard. im going to take up higher mother tounge. do you think i an? do you think i should? do you now that if i can get As for hmt, i can minus 2 off m aggregate? JYEAH! but if i dont get As, haha, obciously, i wont get that minus 2 right? instead, it will just like normal thinggy. huhu. should i? hmmm..

i want to ask! who does this guy play in twilight? i cant figure it out. confused!!
okay wait. I KNOW! this is JACOB before long hair. anyway he's cute! argh! AND I STILL DONT LIKE ROB BEING EDWARD! and i think the director or the ones who chose those actors are a tad blind. they're not that handsome as i imagined them to be. BOO! and they made taylor turned from hot hero to ugly betty. NOOO! (i might love this taylor guy in the movie. his hotness might win over rob. but edward, without the image of rob, still win over jacob) and esme isnt as graceful as i thought she would be and jasper's hair is a little bit funny. i know we sould not complain but, hey, like jemm said, the director happily ruined our imagination! and i herd stephenie has a say in who should be in the casting and so on.
I CANT WAIT FOR THIS! twiiiiiiiiiiilight!!

hafiz, if you're reading this, i hope you're okay already. i hope things arent that bad. ARE YOU OKAY? (such a stupid question) im sorry, dear. shh. dont think stupid stuff. no, dont run away or kill yourself. i know you wouldnt. (: God's testing you, so be brave. be very very brave. I LOVE YOU. chill aite?

i just feel like typing this out. HAHA

when i was a young boy,
my father would bring me into the city
to see a marching bad
he said, "son, when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
he said, "will you defeat them,
you demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"becaus one day, i'll leave you,
a phantom to lead you in the summer
to join the black parade."

toodles randome-rs! salam!

i wanna be your soldier;NABILAHMOEN
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i could ditch the whole thing,
the place,
the Os,
the family,
the friends,
the past life,
the smiles,
the 'planned' path,
the perfect life,
the cheery times,
the long walks,
the holding hands,
the whispers during dawn,
the shouts and kicks,
the soccer feilds,
the carpark,
the rooftops,
the lovely sea,
the moments,
the memories,
the life.

but would i?
sure, when im dead.
but not now.
definitely not now.
i love you too much to ditch everything.