12:32 AM

ive been very submissive lately. i dont know if thats a good thing.

so you demons can have a go. take advantage because im totally sick and tired of everything.

my brain is disfunctioning and there's only one remedy. okay, maybe two but i'll keep the option to one. death

i feel like taking out all my savings and pack my bags with beautiful memories.
i feel like telling the sun to never shine so bright and the moon to keep hanging in the sky.
i feel like draining all the blood and thinking of happy thoughts.
i feel like going out and never to come back.
and this is something i shouldnt feel, but,
i feel like asking the angels to take my soul away.

please pray for me when im gone. please do, thank you.

( i miss a lot of people and i certainly will miss alot more when i go )

adios, sweet dreams, salam!

xoxo, nabilahmoen