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what nabilah means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. (or do i? im ways confused in everything the world throws at me.)
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. (okay, this i should agree. so you have to get my attention to talk to me)
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (yesyes. iget jealous easily! so that why you need to explain)

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. (actually, i dont as long as i enjoy and thus have un in whatever i do, im okay. im not some perfectionist. trust me else, my room wont be a mess)
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. (im confident, kinda authoritative but aggresive only when i need to)
You have the classic "Type A" personality. (okay, *blur moment* what is 'type A'?)

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. (if it stated otherwise i might laugh out loud)
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. (yesyes. i have to agree that im quite impulsive that is why i tend to do some outrageous things. like king julian said, 'fast! before we all realise it'
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. (haha! my hgh ebergy do get me into truoble that i can solve or live with. (: and i do have a problem in the temper department. i just am good at hiding it)

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. (it usually is a good thing. i like to cheer and be loud. so its a good thing :)
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. (short attention span. if it doesnt excite me anymore, i carry on)
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (HA-HA! that is why my stories are all abandoned halfway. i have to have someone to push me)

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. (uh-huh. but isnt it contradicting? im hyper but relaxed. harrumph)
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. (yes. thats why my temper problems doesnt show up. and i can adapt)
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. (incredibly happy! what a way to put. you want to know what my secret is? because i managed to steal someone's heart and the heart is the one making me smile)

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. (i sooo dont hav amahzing ideas. thats exagerating! im not those artsy fartsy geek.)
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academic. (im a businesswoman's daughter of course i learn my trade from her! and success doesnt come easily. trust me)
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. (oh allah, guided me. that why im strong *shows muscles* but its true! and i maybe selfish sometimes and too overbearing other times. i know!)

so i was bored and saw this while bloghopping. so this is what it stated and i dont trust most of it. for you to decide i guess. (:

so here's a post to miss ajeera izyanie. beloved jee. (: and i guess i should blog about the others too!

ajeera is the sweetest girl i know. 2 years my junior but years of experience had made her more mature than i am! i guess. (: i started knowing her from netbola. she's one of a kind. and im proud of her. she may be naive at times but she's just freaking fourteen. sometimes i think she's taking things too fast. slow down aite, girl? i think she knows i love her very much. coz i do! (: everytime i see her dimpled face, i cant believe she have to go through rough things in her life to get where she is now. she's a strong girl. with her having to take care of the family esp the smaller sister. and i know how hard is it having to take care of a younger sibling. i have three! and with your mother gone, i have to salute you! i hope life wont be as cruel. but nevertheless, you'll emerge as a stronger someone trust me. (:

shazaa. the one my brother liked and the one i usually teased my brother with. at that time, i dont even know her that well! i only know that she's just this aljuneid girl who my brother liked and migrated to canada for a year. and then i saw her at irsyad. i was, "oh my god! that is shazaa. what te hell is she doing here?!" haha yes shazaa. i was inda excited. i always wanted to get to know you. the first time i talked to her was awkward and funny but after some months, we bonded over netbola. yesyes netbola was the one that made me and her this close. haha! all those laughters and shouts and jumps, were all appreciated. and shazaa, mommy loves you lah. (:

farah. this cute little makcik is one kecoh girl. (: her craps are crappy and randome. and thts what made us close. apart from netbola. (: we would jump and shout and run around together. along with shazaa and shifa' and jee. we would often talk about things and share thoughts. and we would look out for each other on msn just so we could crap together. (: aha! farah is actually my second baby after shazaa. haha! rock on, dear!

i realized netbola is a part of me. that made me connect with people i thought i wont. once a netbolaer, always a netbolaer. (:

ruuuz. photog. photog. photog. somehow, we just get to know each other and bonded. i guess because this dude here is close with both jee and shazaa. and thats why im close ith this dude here. one thing i'll miss if either me or this dude isnt going to be around? his easy-going(ness). his go with the flow attitude. and his actions! AHAHAHA!! ohhh ruuuuuuz!

lyna. my kawan segile-semati. (: the one who i think can accept me as i am. who i think would appreciate me for who i am. the one who really see me as nabilah moen. and not as someone else. and girl, i totally appreciate you being there. lyna is someone who would give me confidence that i can live through life when its one of a hellish day. and people might see her from other side but well, try walking in her shoes and walk for a hundred miles to know what she's going through. all those memories ith you will of course be kept safely in the memory box.

classmaties. the one who gave me oppurtunities to try things. who hugged me while im down. who shared tears and laughters. who would call or msg me whenever im not in school. who would tolerate my buggerisms (i miss saying "HI! HI!") and let me jumparound in class. who would trust me in doing things and leading the class sometimes. who have faith in me. who think i can do it when i dont. who would encourage me to do things when i dare not. who i can sit down and talk for hours and hours nonstop with. who would gossip in class with me whenever im bored of faing the walls or the books or texts. who would never fail making me smile. who are always concern, i love you guys alot. because i was this big when i started, *shows how big* but right now, with you guys by my side, i think i could take everything that is in my way. (: i miss you guys so much.

selasih. my bee-eff-eff who would rather let herself fall sick rather then i do, (eh?) the ever-concerned friend who, i admit, i didnt appreciate very much. who i made her cry and all. im sorry. would you still be a friend who would do all things with me? remembering the times we spent with each other, getting to know each other, ets put aside all kind of jelousies and selfis-ness and put this to an end. please? friends? *pinky finger shake*

hafiz. its funny whenever people asked me how the hell do we met up and well, be each other's other half. im a madrasah girl whereas this guy here is from some elit christian school. i do wonder too! i know him through my brother who knew him at the playground some years ago. HAHA! and he used to call himself the cool guy from the block! (at that time, i was rolling my oh-so-small-yet-can-still-see eyes) i admit, i was kinda excited getting to know this guy. haha! and getting to play blind mice and block catching. well, compared to me, he's a pro at blind mice nd i hatedit everytime he is the blind mouse. he would target me and how low i climb or how high i clomb, i still cant get away. HAHA! i used to get angry at him for swearing so much. yes, i was the good sister who was concerned because he was swearing so much in front of innocent kids. haha! we lose contact and then we kinda reappeared in each other's lives. well, like what he told me, "you've become the person i cant live without from the person i can live with," and if thats what falling in love means, then, i fell for you.

and i wish to remember the times i had with everybody. because it was all worth it. at this moment, life seems worth it!