10:16 PM

you plan to fail.

ive been missing, havent i? im sorry.
well, hello dearest(s)! im back, jyeah.

its a new skin. was inspired by what cikgu zul and madam b told the class. that the blog will reflect you. and, well, i wished to change and be more intellectual, not that im not already *rolls eyes*. LOL! (macam cikgu cakap, kita taknak orang tengok kita bodoh, kan?)

its been a really fast week, i guess. like super, mega fast. its like the time is faster that the speed of light. haha! i slept twice in class already!! i have to change that, i knoooow.

so, i got ustaz mahzan for usul fiqh, ustazah faridah for ulum quran, ustaz azhari for arabic, madam surianah for physics, mr muneer for chemistry, madam baizah for english, cikgu zul for malay, mr ismail for geegraphy and last but not least, mr rahamat for mathematics.

its been a busy but fun and exciting week. the only thing that's killing me is climbing 7 storeys, 3 times a day and the school journey, of course. and let me tell you, its like jogging 6 rounds around the stadium, up and down the staircases. i dont know why. i have a feeling that our staircases are high and 'steep'. so dangerous. *shakes head* haha!

im already excited to learn and revise for Os. yes, i know its early and i shouldnt really be excited too early, but i hope, insyaAllah, that this will continues till, i dont know why. im aiming for the moon. (winks) because right now, i have the couds and stars to cushion me if i fall. :DD

i have to get everybody's support. so, if im not doing things the right way or the way things are suppose to be done, please, please, tell me. i would really appreciate it. and your du'a(s) would really be very great. thank you very much. i love you guys. hehh.

i had some breakdown the other day. it involves having to deal with life-altering choices. and i was so scared and was feeling insecure and all. i got really fed up and was mad at everything. EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING THAT WAS JUST THERE AT THE WRONG TIME. at some point of time, i feel like asking time to stop ticking away because i dont want to waste time anymore. but then it struck me that im actually not wasting time thinking about my future. im planning. even though a bit late, but hey, people, im planning! that is something, from me. i am proud of myself, actually. hamdan lillah.

i am so glad that i have people around me who care. i have people around me who loves me for who i am. so, why would i be afraid to spread my wings and go to the next level. and even if i dont, i'll still have Allah. im truly thankful.

i set my mind on what to do after Os. i just have to convince myself that i can do it. JIAYOU! for someone who doesnt know me, i have a fraking low self-esteem. for those who knows me, and cant believe this, this is momo. not some alien, okay? HAHA! eh, convincing myself is really hard, y'know. its because of the people around me lah. dang geniuses! hehh. no, i have nothing against you, mary. (:

so, here are the tag replies.
eera; this is amy addie, nabilah.moen@hotmail.com
ruuz; AKU PON MISS KAU!! eeesh. skola baru macam nie tak best. aku tak nmpk kau sgt. boo!!
fizster; HAHA! pkilah ipod nye lagi. ;D

and;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MONSTER.
eid milad sai'd. stay handsome and young at heart!
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AIINANO.
stay sweet. sixteen eh? be good, okay girl?
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ANAQI.
takmo naughty-naughty!! nanti kakak gigit. :D hehe.

i know so many january babies. but i still think that february is a special month. its just awesome to be a january baby, y'know.

i shall start every morning with a smile. "GOOD MOOOOOOOOOORNING!" and jyeah, i miss talking. who would want to hear me babble? haha! andand, SITI AMALINA MD ZAKIROM, STAY STRONG, DEAR! I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH!! XD
hafiz, thank you for everything that you've been doing for me this week.

im taking a day off today. so, i didnt study a thing. o.O jyeaaaaaaaaaaah.

salam!