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when all things fail, there is always Allah.

assalamualaikum!

sorry eh for not replying to your taggies. my one night stay at the chalet, turned out to be a two night stay. (i dont really intend on staying but, heck.. LOL!)

so, it was fun. though there was a bit drama both on the first night and the second night. i was like, whaaaaaaaat?! shucks.

okay, i got some issue to bring up. im actually quite upset by the whole issue thingy but, i must say this, i guess.

would you encourage your friend who is supposedly male turned gay to do some 'show' in front of everybody? dancing away and making himself silly while others laugh at him and mock him? would you? or would you be the one to tell him to stop his nonsensical ways and act like a guy he should be? i was sick to my stomach when this happened the other day. it was at ECP and there were a group of malay guys who did some kind of routine for quite a big number of audiences. i was hopelessly heartbroken. and to tell you the truth, i was scared. i dont know why, but i was. i kept glancing away when i had to go there to look after my younger siblings. everyone there was excited. yes, it wasnt something we would see everyday in public (ne'uzubillah) and as a person, you would of course be curios of the commotion made, but you dont encourage this kind of things to happen, right? especially in front of small kids. i was dissapointed and rather heartbroken. because one of the friends who did these routines was a malay tudung-clad girl. Allah, please forgive her, she may not know. i was still dissapointed though.

ahem.. moving on, i hurt my right midle finger. it hurts like mad but the afected area is very small! call me a sissy, ar! haha. i cant even type properly sey.

now i know how hard it is to rollerblade. and i was very afraid to fall. nazirul's rollerblade is too heavy! i bet, even he finds it heavy too! haha. i cycled and took pictures. ate quite a lot. (and so, if i looked like i put on weight, shh, okay?) haha! i didnt get to swim, though. booo! the kids did but i had to go to the hospital on both occasions when they went swimming. my cousin got admitted. she was operated early in the morning today and was unconcious. i hope things are going to be okay by tomorrow. syafakillah, insyaAllah. (: please pray for her, thank you!

you know, its funny. when something bad happened to somebody you hate, do you feel bad? even if you want it to happen to the person? i am so sorry that that happened. but it did. and its your fault. though i cant help feeling all guilty and bad for it.

my ring broke again. ya Allah. kalau tak hilang, pecah. kalau tak pecah, hilang. grr. oh dear ring, i am going to keep on buying you, please dont break. i took care of you, properly. please dont break the next time. thank you. ;DD

i want to apolpgize to SHZ and HJN. i cant go out on tuesday, which is today. and to SELASIH too. for not being able to spend time with you. family commitements.

i now had convinced the parents of my routes after Os. all i have to do is to convince myself that i can do it. jiayou! oh! congrats eh nasir anak cik bakar. and papa's friend's daughter. (: hahahaha. its not too late, i guess.

i miss my friends. eh, this friday got celebration, eh? weee. cant wait lah. (:
oh! did you guys managed to catch the eclipse? (eclipse kan?) ahaha! the next time is like in 2074. coool, right? masyaAllah.

i am still your loud rockstar. talk to me, lah. (desperate measures need for desperate moments) i do feel lonely sometimes, so thats why not that loud lah. haha! kakak, adik nak keluar dengan kakak! and, the next time you want to make beef lasagne, CALL ME!!

eh, penatlah taip tak pakai middle finger, adios! salam!

oh, teringat bila cikgu kata, kita pakai tudung macam casper(s)! HAHA. azwan nangis bila ternampak nabilah memakai tudung. bila tidak memakai, tidak pula dia nangis. nakal! (okay, super weird. i swear)

okay, salam!