5:39 PM

yesyes. i see the light!!

may peace be upon you always..

today was a realy good day. a very good day. the sad thing is, february is fading away. it'll come again next year. but it wil be very different. here's why..
(anyway, february is my favourite month. its the month of my birthday. hafiz's (HIS IS TODAY) and the month of love or so as some say and many personal occurences happened on this month. *winks*)

next year..
- i wont be celebrating it with my betches
- i wont be in my usual off-white and green uniform combo
- i will be in different school
- i wont have my twinnie with me there
- i wont have little rascals hugging me
- i wont have my daily asma' ul-husna
- i wont have silly people as classmaties
(and this is a little bit horrifying)
- i wont have friends who can tolerate my buggerism (my betches know me best)
- i wont have mdm b's perfect and calming smile
- i wont have cikgu zul's dramatic classes
- i wont have loving madam su
- i may not have the openness of a single-sex class
(and this is realy very scary)
- i wont have my betches.
NO!

aaaaanyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!! may Allah grant you well-being and happiness and love. especally by your family and friends. may super-maha-shitified things dont befall you. and when you're down, i'll steal your tears. and make that frown turn into a smile. i'll grab your hand when you're falling and wont let you fall again. may Allah be with you always. your every step, your every action. and remember, when you're not that strong, you're not that weak. its not your fault. i'll miss you. :D HAPPY SEVENTEENTH! (dah tue, dah)

im going out now. im going to continue with this later when i get back. i have a lot to say and vent and wat have you. (i am going shoooooooping with the rents, i hope. i have to get polaroid films)

oh, i need umar's (s507) email. anybody have? i want.

SALAAAAAAAAAAM!

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