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in the name of Allah,

may peace be upon you, my brothers and sisters.

i am thankful for today because up till now, i am breathing. i am thankful for today because up till now, i can still see. i am thankful because up till now, i can still walk and do things. i am thankful for Allah's nikmah(s) given to me all this while. thank you, Allah. i wont be here if you're not willing it.

well, another day well spent, i guess. oh, before that, ignoring the last post would be just great. i can just delete the post but well, i would rather not do it. its something i have against. deleting posts.

i was supposed to meet shazaa for some Fire meeting and after that had to meet mahmudah to go to siddik's house (yes, Elmo's) for some briefing. would you call it briefing? well, anyhoo, i cancelled everything to spent the day with my rents and because my cousin was admitted to SGH, high dependency. (i am beginning to hate the hospital. it fetches me my worst nightmares. i used to love them. its smell is alluring and its just so nice to see other people helping out strangers)

i got out of bed at 10-ish. i slept early yesternight. it is very unlikely but i think i was still worn out from the qiyam. (i didnt even pray. imagine if i prayed)and got ready to pick suha and zura from ngaji. papa came home and after he had freshened up, we all went out. picked suha and zura and dropped off nazirul. he went for silat today. he said his first lesson was awesome. anyway, in the car, before suha and zura were there, we had some 'all-out' session which was nice. we were actually sharing and not screaming at each other. it was a nice way to begin the day, i guess. the fact that nazirul and i didnt shout at each other the whole day was nice too.

we went to eat and after that went to joo chiat. mama wanted to buy some cloth for tudung. zoomed to SGH and then went to meet shazaa at carrefour. HAHAHA! it was a wasted trip though. the disco micro dots we wanted to buy wasnt there. well, it was but not in the colour we want. i realize that i fell in love with Spotlight. the things there were just so.. masyaAllah. too _______ to describe. the buttons are so cute and very very pretty. the fabrics are so much nicer thn the ones i saw. i had a nice time there. and im eyeing a slipper from m)phosis. HAHA! no, im not going to buy it lah.

went home after that. stopped at ba'alwi and al-amin, before that. had chicken chop for dinner.

i saw husnina the other day and halim too. halim is so big now. and handsome too. HAHA! well, he was handsome back in secondary school. more charming, i guess. JC changed him, eh? well, good luck in Poly. how old is he, again? anyway, husnina is so chubby now. he is majorly CUTE! graaawr. oh, and i saw arish too. AND HE IS MAJORLY CUTE TOO. graawr more. HAHA.

this is for hafiz,
whatever you do, you got to think of the consequences. my teacher told me not to follow what your parents want. because what they want doesnt always means what we want. just ask for their blessings. and when we got to do what we want, dont abuse it. do your best. and like my malay teacher love to say, 'KITA BERHAK UNTUK BAHAGIA DI BUMI TUHAN. TAKDA ORANG YANG BERHAK MENIDAKKAN IA' i hope i helped you in your journey so far.. you're part of my life now.

well, i need to get off the comp now. its been a day and i think im sick. HARRUPMPH.
i love you.

yours sincerely,
SALAAAAAM!