Monday, February 23
stand by me«
1:07 PM
i am at home now.
salam!
i am sick. this is really very sad because not only my nose is blocked (the only smell that pierced through my nose when i sucked it up is of ammonia gas and that is ewwwwwwww, i swear), i am having all those muscle ache and pain (at sevennteen, i already sound so old and wrinkly)
i just realised how majestic my hair can be. its like a lion's mane. GRAAAAAAAWR. i was up this morning and was shaking my head (like you people always do too) when the whole world suddenly spins. i stopped and had to sit down.
i was up early and had nothing to do. mama went to annur for some classes and papa went to the market. atuk was nowhere to be found (i think he went to woodlands. or maybe jurong. or maybe ang mo kio. i dont know lah). so, i was alone at home. i had breakfast and switched on the teevee. (: cartoon-ed all the way. and then i opened my georaphy book. revision was a breeze until some parts when things just went wuzzy fuzzy. asked mama to buy me cheng tng and revised again.
i only ate cheng tng halfway. i was already panting. GAWD! i am pathetic when im sick. i wondered what would i be doing in school now. remembered of the 225 steps to class, i shuddered. i dont know if im going to survive till he end of the day. i didnt go to the doctor. i hope madam wont make a fuss. so, what the hell am i doing in front of the computer? i am browsing my target jaaaayseeeee, yet again. i was at some breaking point yesterday and things, well lets just put it, wasnt so brillliant. so, somehow to revive myself back, i went on the net and clicked on the webbie. i think, i have the potential. so, im going to believe in myself. :DD (i know you're proud of mummy, adik. HEEHEE)
so, there you have it. its 1.23pm now. if i was at school. i would wait for the bell. at 1.25, its lunch. nyehehe. (",
well people, i am going browsing again. to boost some confidence.
thank you to adik and fishball. may God bless te two of you. (:
salaaaaaaaam!
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