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what are you thinking abot, martin?
its a nice place, ya?

salam brothers and sisters in islam.

FEEDING THE MOONFISH IS AWESOME! homg. seriously. (now, i think i talk with a slang. gawd! singaporean slang lah) haha. but seriously. thanks alot hafiz for asking me over (knowing that i love this kind of things) and 10 bucks really is worth it la. weeeee.

my already dried-up blister is peeling.and its super mega maha itchy! i swear, dude.

ive been doing a lot of blanverses these few days. i was 'depressed' and all. (shut up lah, nabilah) i m sorry okay? to the people that was affected by my attitude. i am in a mess. (i've always been in a mess but you know how in denial i can be) i have a new schedule to follow. like after school things and all. and i finally get a new tutor for chemm. a bit the ex, though.

i've been ignoring this blog, eh? imma do it more often, though.

here are some thoughts i carved when i went into 'hiding'.

1) i guess people are all very judging. even when a person tell every other person how much they hate people who are so judging and all, they stil do judge people though. its like, judging people is instilled in everyone of us and its either we realised it and do it in discreet without anyone knowing or we say it out loud and let me tell you something. i am getting tired of telling myself and others too that we sholdnt judge. fine, everyone is allowed to judge but you know what? dont judge people openly!! like, dont say "OH THAT GIRL? SHE'S USELESS. HOW DO I KNOW? ITS WHAT PEOPLE ARE ALL SAYING. DONT YOU HERE?" seriously, thats major bs. and hey, all that never judge a book by its cver, heed it.

2) how sometimes the ungrateful lucky guts are well, ungrateful. how unapprecitive they can be. i dont know, is it true? that when you have everything (or you get everything rather easily), you start to not appreciate some things in your life? i get really rater pissed sometimes when people just cant appreciate the things in his or her life. yesyes, i know i get really ungrateful sometimes when i go, "i want this and i want that" or "oh how i wish.." but i do now when to say hamdan lillah okay? practise it people, pratise it, please?

3) when in life, you face trouble, you dont just make yourself small and shout "RUN!!!!!!!!!!" cuz thwy will notice you. the problem, that is. but instead. make yourself lie, really big. and well, face it! i have been trying to do it, okay? and guess what, at last, somebody told me i am fragile. thanks, madam! because by sying it, its true and if its a problem, i'll try and counter it. (JIAYOU!!)

so, yeah. i may be emo everytime im on screen. and i maybe, er, dont talk much nowadays (okayokay. i give up. i do talk much. i am THEbuger! oh the times if... okay, i shall not start it again! AHAHAA)

i got relitecamp. i dont know what it is all about but got water rafting. so i think its cool lah. eh, my maarif friends also going. (oh, DONT GIVE ME THAT LOOK LAH) i want to pinjam anyone's camera. who's willing? GAWD. I AM PATHETIC!! this week abit the sot set sikit ar. me is having really bad headache like at the right bottom back part of the head. it stings like mad and when i get it, the world simply spins. woderful aint i?

and ACJC isnt that big. ACS(I) is bigger but ACJC is naise!
(i cant get you outta my head) <- open to intrepetations.

i would like to say a public thanks to feeding the moonfish casts and crews! teehee.
i love you too. tet! -.-"

salaaaaaaaam! (and yeah, pictures? forget it for a moment, okay?)