10:27 AM

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salam brothers and sisters.

i woke up early today. was woken up by mama ar actually. (through the phone. she phoned me two times and the third time, i had to pick it up. HAHA! sorry lah dear)

its been bothering me these past few days and i think i should voice out my thoughts concerns. no? aha! i am not going to be melodramatic. WHAT IF THERE ISNT SUCH A THING AS MATHS? how will the world be, ah? my life would be _______ ar at the very least. hmmph. been doing maths and i stil dont know how i can not know forgot how to do them. who's in the same boat? meh kayuh same-same.

the kids still dont understand that the mosque is where you pray or read the Koran or talk to Allah. i still remember the talk Ustaz Azhari gave. (wait, was it him? my age is failing me. HAHAH!) tempat solat tu kan tempat beribadah. tempat awak berbual dengan Allah. kenape masih lagi nak berbual dengan kawan? kenape masih lagi nak ketawa? kalau pelan dan tak mengganggu, tak mengapalah. ni berdekah sekuat hati. bila ditegur nanti dikatakan kita yang mengherdik. tolg sikit lah. umur tu bkan setahun, dua. dah belasan tahun. dah berakal, dah mumayyiz dan dah baligh pun. tolong jangan malukan diri sendiri. dah malas nak marah. tegur pun tak jalan. mungkin, bila dah kena baru faham agaknya.

i was at johore yesterday. saw kak yanis and her family. i saw her youngest son. KAWAII MUCH! :D macam nak cubit je pipi. mau je anak orang! went to jusco bukit indah. food was dissapointing. the stores were too. too high expectations from recent visits to jusco tebrau, i think. hmm. didnt get a achance to go int o te bokstore there. no fair. mama was saying somethnga bout how much time i'll take in there. why cant my parents promote good reading?! hmmph. been a long time since i step into a bookstore. need to go borders. have to buy something. (: oh wait. no money. boo. nevermind. just need to go borders. and the library. plannng to go today. see how ar. i feel like going bishan. HAHA! best oi itu tempat. maybe i'll go bugees. neationa lib. need to finish reading up physical geog though. i'm left with rivers!!! (coast isnt going to be tested. phew) and chemm. insyAllah the otehrs are okay. physics a bit here and there. revisions lah!

i want to go out with hafiz. haha! :D (okay, random)

watched knowing the other day. at the end of the story, everybody died. hah! the plane scene and the subway scene took me by suprise. i cried. scared lah! to see a lot of human died. it seemed like it was dooms day. disasters after one another. my thouhgts were playing iwt me when i was watching the show. it reminds me of number 23. but number 23 was waaaaaaaay okay-er. ;D

i havent had a chance to do angku kueh. boohoo. because i simply am lazy. (no, im not that lazy. i have to find some me time too you know) and with all the revisions going on, i am going krazeeeee. and everybody is so competitive. but nevermind. i have already set my targets and know already those who i want to beat. (: nyehehe. i am just hoping that everyhing will go smooth this year.

i have been thinking of alternative routes to achieve my dreams to do what i want to do in the future. and trust me, to do what i want, alternative rutes are hard. so, i am just going to do my best for this year and next two years (if i get into my desired teritary institution) and aim for tha university. becasue at the end of the day, its the university that i want to get into. to be the khairu ummah, remember? (:

i want a picnic. with mats under a tree. with white grape and aloe vera and chocolate chip cookies. and a book in hand and a camera in the other hand. with my bestest friend. and we'll talk about the world's issue. we'll talk about our future. we'll talk about now. we'll talk about the past. we'll giggle and laugh. we're allowed to giggle, you too. we'll then do our work in between. me with my O's revisions. you with your ongoing maths, chem prac reports and econs. and in between, we might joke around too. we'll have sandwiches and such. we can bring card games. (: oh, it's going to be ternet if you have to go back to school. i hope its going to turn out okay. kita cuma boleh merancang, tuhan yang menentukan. and i hope it doesnt rain that day.

speaking of rain, the weather is killing everybody, i suppose. its been very hot, lately. ranging between 25 degrees celcius and 33 degress celcius. though some of us would think that it should be beyond that 33 degrees celcius, rigght? i mostly agree. there is a lot of sun and so little of rain. and when it rain, it was just for a short time. convectional rain. (see ive been reading up) and the global warming isnt helping very much. people arent doing their part to help promote to save mother nature. its a living thing, you know. just like us, it needs to breathe clean air. we should not suffocate her, right? imagine if you have to breathe dirty, polluted air. would you want to? you'll get pissed at the people. dont you think that she is pissed at us? have a think about it.

i missed the blood donation drve. didnt chicken out but cant donate. menstrual cramps were the culprit. missed LFP too. had papa to fetch me. cant take it anymore. e night sleep wasnt good too. though i enjoyed snap, bum chi chi bum chi, electric and donkey. enjoyed the qiyam. (i woke up and slept back. haaah!) lovely bunch of frinds i have!! (:

i feel like a hero heroine
and you are my heroine hero
do you know that your love
is the sweetest sin? :D

some step cute moments.


salam!