12:03 AM

salam brothers and sisters.

i'm sorry im abandoning it here. (not tht i havent done this before) but i'm still sorry. i'm learning things bit by bit. tofday i read the paper and i was relly encouraged by what Mdm Halimah said in Berita Harian's cover page. i just got to work haaaaaaaard!! insyaAllah, i can do it and people, i'm ready to shake the earth's core! there are so many things going on this june holiday. I WANT TO SHOUT STOP! but to who? to what? i dont know myself. im just so tired these few days. my insomnia is acting up again and i've been sleeping past midnight. not sleeping at all sometimes. maths is still a torture. i sont know if the smartlab kids are doing fine with the homeworks because im not. ): i miss hafiz really very much and i hope he's okaaay. insyaAllah he will. he's in good responsible hands, afterall. and he's not a kid no more. :D this holiday i need to, 1) attend school, 2) attend more school, 3) attend smartlab, 4) attend tuition, 5) start training, 6) attend sultan's camp and 7) still have a life (that means, social network). blaaaaaaaah. now you know why i'm tired? even if school is half a day on the three weeks out of the four given to us, i still have other stuff like tuition and smartlab which is equally important. and my life is freaking important too, okay? plus running is healthy and being healthy is important. oooer. okay. mum doesnt seem to understand my act of insomnia. i think she and i need the doctor. because she is ostantly coughing and i need sleeping pills to get my beauty sleeps and to minimize the panda bear effect. (dont say you guys cant see it, hokay? its clear now whenever i smile. should stop smiling nowadays and carry those big smiley lips like the M1 people carr in the stupid ad! haha) i miss my boyfriend so much. i need to go and try to sleep. oh! hafiz, i think you kinda succeeded in learning how to fly.despite the act of insomnia, when i sleep, i sleep like an angeeeeeel! haha!

salam dudes and dudettes. (: